i cant remember
12.18.3

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i cant remember
did i eat toay?
oh my god my eyes are turning grey
i cant remember
did i wake up today?
everyday's the same as yesterday

sleeping in memories
dreaming in silence
drinking away6 my lonlieness
and i wont take down my emotional fence
over-emotional
over-rated
one person dead
is one person less hated
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my rage seeping under my skin
wondering when its gonna take me in
swallowing ym pride with every step i take
look at my face, im such a disgrace
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i cant remember the last time
i wasnt in a trance
i cant remember if
ive ever had a true romance
wrists slit to shit
im becomming nothing
my nose burning
and im feeling the needle go in as it stings
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hating myself
mutilating myself
making myself
escaping myself (x2)
1

ur wrteched wounds stretched out
id like u better as a corpse
people hate me cuz i say what i mena
and i show no remorse
i hate the way
u say my name
but i love it
all the same
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i cant remember did i eat?
i cant remember did i wake up?
did i wake up? (x4)
NNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

falling softly like raindrops down my cheek....