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wish (a song) 5.27.3
hating this thing they call a face
oh my god im such a disgrace X3
chorus
ill never get better
i keep getting worse
ill never love myself
its a fucking curse
dont fucking help me
i like to feel the pain
it helps me drift away
as i slowly go insane
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i see smiling faces
and cry with jealousy
everybody seems so happy
what about me?
i wish i could smile more often
i wish i could mean it
i wish id stop giving myself away
i wish id stop getting lit
i feel so alone in a room full of people
i feel like crying when im smiling
but nothing beats the way i feel when im with you
chorus
i wish i knew what i was doing
i wish i knew what i was feeling
why cant anyone see me crying?
why can anyone hear me screaming?
im attached to every tear
that drifts from my eye
i look at myself
and cant help but despise
im getting so addicted
to open bleeding wounds
they remind me of all ive lost
sleeping next to you
chorus
my dark satanic love burns fiercly
but none of its for me
i care to much for the little things
i care too much for my dreams
i cant seem to remember too much at all
i all i can seem to remember is pain
seems like all my life ive cried
seems as though ive never been sane
chorus
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