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Not The Day

11.5.4
 
im sorry im so bitter
i thought you said you like me better this way
i just wanted you tell me you love me
and mean it again
its just not the same anymore
although you still dont call when you say you will
i never expected that to change
even though it hurts me still
 
i was hoping todays the day
i was hoping id be okay
youre still the same
and so am i
todays not the day
not the day for me
 
im sorry im still so cold
i wanted to open to you again and share my pain
i just wanted you to tell me you love me
and mean it again
i just cant love you anymore
even though i promised you i always would
i never expected to stop this way
even though id love you if i could
 
i was hoping todays the day
i was hoping id be okay
youre still the same
and so am i
todays just not the day
not the day for me
 
im sorry im so distant
i didnt feel you wanted me to be any other way
i just wanted you to tell me you love me
and mean it again
im just not the same anymore
ive loved another and got hurt again
i just cant figure out whats real
i cant forget the pain
 
i was hoping todays the day
i was hoping id be okay
youre still the same
and so am i
todays just not the day
not the day for me