im over it

but im still haunted

by the visions, memories

lost hopes of you and me

i cant believe

i forgot how it feels

forgotten whats real

a searching slave

the one you made

trained, deserted

i gave it all away

 

forget the future

i dont need the torment

thoughts racing

i cant forget

 

you lie, you lie

im searchiong for a high

im needy, im needy

love me, pet me

hold me till i die

i hate it when you lie

escaping rejection

searching for affection

comming back to acceptance

wont get another chance

a cat on ecstacy

i swear thats me

throw my love away

itll never be the same

 

forget the past

i dont need the torment

thoughts racing

free at last

 

haunted, too forgiving

cant believe im living

pick up your phone

i feel so alone

hold me close

im so alone

dont just stand there

tell me you care

i hurt inside

pain i hide

this is the end

my darling friend

welcome to the new me

how lovely

 

forget the future

i dont need the torment

thoughts racing

i cant forget

trying to forget

get out of my head

stay out of my bed

i cant forget